... ... ... ... Mr. Ballerina ... ... ... ...

I was always one of those 'high-steppin' boys ... from very early on ... having an obvious flair for the 'right'   shade of color ... and for the   'muse' of the dance and cinema ... and for those peculiarly over-dubbed gladiatoral movies from Italy. I remember those 'certain feelings' within my growing physical self as far back as in my kindergarten 'nappy-time' breaks ... when I visualized the people ... those that were my age-range and those that were older than myself ... the people in my neighborhood .... without their clothes on ... naked ... both the  male and the female. And in such an epic over-view and hind-sight today ... about then, when I was 4 1/2 -5 years of age ... I realize now, that these 'simple and naked' visuals were born of a primal, sensual and a sensory awakening that was begining to occur from within myself as an evolving ... or at the very least, an aging ... human being. And that my primal sensuality did not require from myself or from my immediate society ... both then or now ... any identifying catergorization or labeling to it ... such as 'hetero' or 'homo' sexualis ... that these truly innocent, sensual and erotic  feelings  were merely  revealing themselves to me as a new inhabitant of the planet Earth ... suggesting the parameters ... and that these feelings were born of a more innocent, human and natural inclination; a sexualis. They did not then ... nor do they today ... need or desire from me ... any specific or generic categorization.